THE AGE OF GRIFT

Does it mean that I have a chip on my shoulder if I tell you I don't understand how 2+2=3?

Our so called governments invest in killer drones, electronic mines and submarines, stuff like that, instead of new homes when one has to audition to rent a room in a big city. That it doesn't make sense to me is an understatement. When 2+2=3 I simply don't get it.

No, kill me but I simply don't get it when all the suits on TV agree that using the program SAFE to fund the the arms race is actually making us all more safe.

Why are there countless football competitions all the time and no money for modern healthcare for everyone, I don't get it.

When Sam Altman and Elon Musk tell me that I need data centres in space and occupy Mars and are subsidized by the government with public money, I don't get it. I don't get it when some guy advertising his company tells me I need to manufacture quantum computers on the Moon.

 THE HORIZONTAL CONFLICT OF FEAR AND WASTE OF ENERGY

Living all days in the imaginary horizontal conflict produced by thought (the division of thought into the subject and the object) means living in fear. Thought has to plan for everything so that we don't lose too much of pleasures. Also thought has to plan for cancer and the like. Ultimately you have to prepare for the eventuality of your unfathomable end. So you have to save for your funeral too :)

So what is your boss hates you and wants to save on you? Or if the stock market crashes and your retirement pension goes puff in the bubble? Turns out it was all just printed toilet paper and electronic impulses somewhere nobody knows where. Oh, and don't you worry, the generals and ministers have spent your pension on the arms race and wars anyway :)

This is the content of the brain in the fragmentary perception of thought. Fear, sorrow, anger. Analysis, paralysis, planning. Some of it may be functional but most of it is just worrying and unnecessary dispersion of energy.

 THE VOID

A good writer wrote a great joke once. They take a guy in a rocket to the outer space and tell him: "Get out!" And he says: "Fine!", and he gets out. :) 

Void to void.

There exists an irrational form of thought process and it's essence is the perceptual distortion of reality, the horizontal conflict (the division of the thought process into the "subject" and "object"). 

But in reality what sees is all there is, what we are looking at is what looks! That is the undistorted (by thought) perception of reality.

There is only one undivided unitary movement of reality (the Universe). There is nothing that is separate, no "self". The self/the ego is an illusion produced by thought.

What are we clinging to then? What is there to be attached to? What is there to desire in the Void?

Do not try to avoid the Void, it's futile, impossible.

 I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.

I don't know anything. If that is really so, that I don't know anything at all about anything, then what happens?

I don't know anything about anything, any definition, how anything happens or how it's possible. I don't know who I am, I don't have any goals, motives, preferences, choices, direction, no control, no effort, I don't know what I should or shouldn't do.

I don't know what to do at all. Then what happens? I can't do anything. I can't move. I stop. I'm in complete stillness and silence. That means watching, listening intently (the Universal energy working in the brain) without the observer in the observation, without the controller, the "me", which is all the knowledge.

Doing, pushing, exercising my will, involves time and the "me" (I do "it", subject -object). Purpose, goal, direction, definition..

Being happens all by itself. 

Just open your eyes and ears.

SILENCE

What is the silence? It's the absence of the product of thought that's called the I, the "me". What I want or what I don't want, my plans, my sorrows, frustrations and preferences, pleasures and fears, my knowledge, motives, effort, choices, control or time.

UP (Unitary Perception/ Universal Perception/ Unfocused Perception) is the realization that the Universal energy is all ready in the brain and working. Nothing else is required but this realization. 

At the instant of the realization, which is always "at the beginning" and never "at the end" that can be sought and reached, thought ceases producing the horizontal conflict (the split into the subject - object). 

You (thought) cannot sustain UP, you don't start it or make it constant. There is so little or no UP because there is so much "you". Occupation, work, pleasures and fears, hypnotic movies, TV, radio, music, "meditation", self-help, life coaching. All the false non-functional re-actions of thought, all the noise and chaos, must be dropped.

Just realize that the Universal energy is already in the brain. You don't have to make any effort or choice. It does not require control, effort or purpose. Let everything go, suspend all occupation, and listen in silence and stillness. Only the limited false illusory movement can leave you :) That's what's real is always all ready here. The only problem is the META Process (of thought), which re-acts as a blockage, always  something to "do", a new plan of re-action, effort, choice, control, motive, goal, purpose, time.

66 millions years later nature/evolution has done much better with the central banksters/politicians and billionaires scraping natural resources/metals off the earth, building rockets and ejaculating them into outer space (small penis syndrome*? ;) I won't mention of "heroic" ppl throwing bombs seemingly for some sick pleasure that is hard to fully grasp :) We have also been busy poisoning the rivers, seas, soil and air. 

What an abuse of intelligence and waste. But oh, we now have so called Artificial Intelligence telling us what to do, so no problemo! :)

* Small penis syndrome (SPS), also referred to as penile dysmorphic disorder, is a psychological condition. It is characterized by an obsessive preoccupation and extreme anxiety that one's penis is too small, even though it falls well within the normal, healthy size range.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snzW-lXRSII

 COMPLETE SECURITY IN NOTHINGNESS

The imaginary product of the META Process, the "thinker", the ego thinks (really it's thought of course) along these lines: "I live from the cradle to the grave, I will pop off at some point in the "future", I will get sick, I will lose everything." Thought (which produces this illusion of the "me"/the thinker) means a struggle, striving towards some lasting satisfaction (always in futility), duality, confusion, conflict, fear, sorrow, anger, choice, effort, control, purposes, goals, directions. Non-functional thought (thought that is not needed for survival of the organism is chaos, noise and unnecessary dispersion of energy.

In the Universe there is nothing that does not change, everything is a transformation and there IS only that one unitary undivided movement of transformation of matter and energy.

Only in contact with that holomovement, which is Unitary Perception is there true rest and freedom from the human condition. There is a complete security in nothingness - the void of the Universe.