MADNESS

In this world of the human society the question is what is the level of "madness" that people exhibit. It can be higher or lower but it's always there (it can hidden as a potential to erupt). To throw bombs on each other in hypnosis by thought (so called hatred) can be viewed as a pretty highly injurious level of madness, obviously :)

Moreover, most people do not even know WHY the world is (going) crazy. In fact there's evidence that people have been always going crazy, in the year -1000 they were fighting with some sticks probably :) and in the year +1000 they were killing themselves with metal swords (crazy! :) Now they've grown very "sophisticated" and they are shooting rockets and drones at each other from afar! :)

All the supposedly wise guys in suits on TV do not ever say why it is so that we must shoot rockets at each other. What a peculiar racket it all is! :) Who, what has producing, who is causing all this madness? How does it happen? Nobody asks! They only say (it is imperative) that we do MORE if it. All the serious noble eggheads seem to agree. Isn't it crazy? Like pretty high on the scale of crazy, no? :)

AM I DOING IT RIGHT?

"Before the donkey has left, the horse has already arrived."

If you're worrying if you are "doing it right" according to the "definition", "perceiving everything perceivable" or if it's "100FM", don't! It may be a mistake. In fact, the only problem may be you (thought) "trying" anything at all. "You" constantly making a problem out of something. Let go of everything. Allow yourself to not know. 

Just be still and silent, forget about everything, and the world will take care of itself. If you let go of  everything, the definitions, the goals, choice, control and effort, the world will find peace without any problem at all. The world is always exactly where is should be, which is where it is. And it will find itself, because it's never really lost.

 For the poor baboons being at the bottom of the baboon society means being depressed.

For the human monkey it doesn't have to be so! 

In fact for the human monkey it's best to be so far down in the society psychologically that one is completely out of it, so far out that nothing is left of him anywhere :) 

"I am what I am" simply means that what IS, that what is happening (vs "that what should be", what thought imagines should be happening, what I'm counting on in the future, what I want, what I choose and prefer to be).

 HOW DOES IT HAPPEN?

People say that Unitary Perception (UP)/ Zazen/ Yoga/ Dhjana, etc means doing this or that.. But what is it actually? How does it happen? Who does it?

UP is defined as the perception that is not directed towards any object (produced by thought), so without a motive (by thought), direction - concentration or hypnosis - (by thought), and effort (by thought).

Obviously, the "I" cannot "do" UP, because the I is an illusion produced by thought in the fragmentary perception, the distorted perception with the imaginary the horizontal conflict (the imaginary split into the subject - object).

So does thought do UP? Obviously not. Can thought "silence" itself? Obviously not. Thought can only understand that all it can do is to produce illusions and chaos (by thinking). Perhaps we could say that thought becoming silent is UP but it does not happen by thought. If it happened by thought, it would mean only more thought.

It is the unitary undivided movement that can be called the Universe that is in UP/ Zazen/ Dhjana. The Universe is in UP in the brain and at the same time (that is when) thought becomes silent.

That is what thought must understand. When it becomes silent in UP. It is important to understand because UP is not a mechanical activity, i.e. what happens in the horizontal conflict produced by thought. Thought reaching UP is just another action of thought, so an illusion, with a motive, direction, effort, control, direction, time, choice, knowledge, which is all thought. So this will never happen. Thought does not "DO" anything, it never does anything actually, it can only plan doing something. The only thing thought can DO is to become silent (by UP). It's a mistake, a misunderstanding (to think) that thought can DO anything. It cannot! 

Thought obviously cannot really say "I am the Universe" either, it's absurd. When thought becomes silent in UP, the Universe (and the perception of It) IS. When thought is operating in the fragmentary perception, as the "me", I, my self - with the illusion of the horizontal conflict (the duality of subject - object) - purpose, goal, motive, choice, control, effort, expectation, time, the perception of the Universe, the Universal Perception gets blocked.

But thought can perhaps be a tool of the Universe when it correctly reflects (by description) the Reality, i.e. That what is happening. Also it is useful and functional in the technical realm, to design a bridge, build a car, a house, organize healthcare and proper education, etc.

UP = the Universe. UP IS the one unitary movement of the Universe. UP is at the beginning (without time), and not at the end. The energy of the Universe (light - the electromagnetic energy, sound, gravitation) is already all ready in the brain (in the posterior brain).

So when you see you "slipped back" to hypnosis there is no "gently moving ban to perceiving.. whatever" - that is still thought, effort, duality, choice, motive, right? UP, the Reality, the Universe, the Void happens all at once by Itself (by the Universe), without effort, choice,motive, knowledge, definition(!) when there is the realization that there has been hypnosis (by thought)! It's waking up  (Second Awakening after sleep) or "awake"! Definition is not required for UP, in fact it is what's blocking it too (although UP can be correctly defined and described by thought). But in UP, in the actuality, its definition gets transcended. One LETS oneself to NOT KNOW.

In stillness and silence, hypnosis happens by itself and UP happens by itself. The Universe does it all, because in fact there is nothing else but the Universe. The best thought can do is to LET IT happen, complete letting go. This is the best thought can "do" - nothing. Stillness and silence without a motive, control, choice and time. 

UP means doing nothing, just not avoiding the Void (by thought).

 X: Why are you doing this?

Y: Because the best way to learn is to teach (your self). The best way to teach is to learn.

And I like it.

Sorri not sorri :) 

 Who am I?

Who am I, the thinker, a product of thought which seeks experiences, sensations and pleasures and tries to avert what it deems unpleasant? That product of thought that gathers the things it likes into the "me" and "mine" and wants to fix and control his domain closely so that  nothing ever changes unless it wants something to change :) 

 It imagines that it's divided from everything else (the "environment", the objects), lives in time, from here to there, from birth to death, from the cradle to the grave :) But in the meantime has these very important plans and extremely important attachments, that cannot be abandoned.

When it loses a part of its domain (action of "the world"/"what's not me" vs the "me" :), it suffers a nervous tantrum, a bout of sorrow or a so called "depression" Boo hoo :) - it is the sorrow and depression itself in fact. It clings to all its possessions for its shoddy dear life at all cost. 

It is that limited movement that is constantly (always only in imagination) striving away from that what is by hypnosis ("involuntary") or concentration ("voluntary"). A very funny invention of thought, tragicomical in fact. A perfect script of a jester's tear ;)