Monday, 31 August 2026

INNER STILLNESS 

When the brain is completely empty and silent, it is in contact with the Universal energy. It happens necessarily because the inner stillness is the same stillness, order and void that is the Universe.

This is known as Unitary Perception, Universal Perception, Dhjana, Zen, Yoga, etc.

A busy, occupied brain (pursuing goals, security, control, choices, pleasures, etc) can never find it, so all those have to be suspended. The brain cannot be tied in any way to created things or worldly desires. 

UP is not an experience, "consciousness" (as we know it: subject - object) or sensation that thought can find, it is the negation of seeking. It's beyond time and memory.

The purest detachment completely lets go of all created things and the self//the me/my will. It rests on nothing, wants nothing and knows nothing.

What is the essence of all things, from where everything, the tree, the bird and the man, comes from and where it returns? 

Everything, the bird, the tree and the man are only transitory changing forms. There is nothing in this world that does not change, transform. There is nothing in this world to which one can attach oneself and find security.

Predicting, pursuing goals in time and being occupied at work where the horizontal conflict of subject - object produced by thought is necessary can be balanced with resting in complete peace.


Friday, 28 August 2026


THE HOLOMOVEMENT


Separate human bodies do not possess independent, autonomous motion through "space". What people usually perceive (in the Fragmentary Perception of thought) as an individual person walking through space is only a projection of thought. What happens in reality is the unitary Wholeness in constant motion, unfolding and enfolding itself.

1. Motion as the Expression of the Whole

In classical physics, isolated objects exist independently and push against each other in space. Physicist David Bohm inverted this picture entirely: movement is primary, and "things" are secondary abstractions.

  • The Illusion of Local Motion: At the fundamental level of the Implicate Order, all "things" enfold back into the total fabric of reality. At the next instant, the total fabric unfolds (re-creates) an updated expression of every "thing".

  • The True Actor: What moves "from here to there" is not an isolated piece of matter, but the entire unbroken flow of reality - what Bohm called "Undivided Wholeness in Flowing Movement".

2. Free Will and "What Is"

If reality is an undivided, unbroken unitary movement, the classical concept of individual free will - an autonomous ego sitting inside a brain making independent choices - is a psychological illusion.

Bohm argued that this illusion is generated by thought:

  1. The Division of Self: Thought creates an imaginary boundary, declaring "I am inside this skin, and the universe is outside" (the Horizontal Conflict).

  2. The Illusion of Control: Thought then imagines that this internal "I" is an independent supervisor directing action, choosing between future possibilities.

  3. The Reality of "what Is": In truth, the thought that says "I choose" is itself just another enfolded wave arising spontaneously out of the Implicate Order. There is no separate thinker behind the thought, and no separate actor behind the action.

When Bohm (and his close dialogical partner Jiddu Krishnamurti) spoke of "what is," they meant the unitary (undivided), dynamic state of reality in the present moment. Striving to goals and wanting for reality to be different than "what is" creates the imaginary Horizontal Conflict. Recognizing that "all that can be is what is" dissolves the illusion that a separate "me" could have chosen otherwise.

3. Does This Mean Reality Is Rigid Determinism?

Saying individual free will is an illusion does not mean Bohm’s Universe is a cold, mechanistic clockwork machine. The Universe is a constant dynamic transformation of energy that is always new unitary Wholeness.

  • Mechanical Determinism vs. Creative Unfoldment: Classical clockwork determinism assumes separate billiard balls striking each other. Bohm rejected this description because the "objects" that thought and classical physics see as separate parts are not really separate at all.


In Unitary Perception the illusion of the Horizontal Conflict (subject - object) produced by thought disappears.
But  is there even anything unchanging that moves through "time", which continues from "moment to moment" or that is also only an approximation and an illusion produced by thought?  

Wednesday, 26 August 2026

IS THERE FREE WILL?


Physics: The Spectrum of Determinism

The Block Universe (Relativity): If space and time form a static four-dimensional continuum, the future already exists at fixed geometric coordinates. Under strict physical determinism, your decisions are the inevitable consequence of prior physical conditions.  

Quantum Indeterminacy: Quantum mechanics introduces fundamental probability via wave function collapse, breaking classical determinism. However, acting randomly is not the same as acting with intentional agency.  

Bohmian Holokinesis: In David Bohm's framework, individual volition is an explicate projection of the undivided whole. Choice is not an isolated ego acting on space, but the Universe unfolding a specific potential out of the Implicate Order.


Neuroscience: The Search for the "I", the "doer"

Unconscious Antecedents: Neuroscientific experiments demonstrate that neural readiness potentials build up in the brain up to seconds before a person becomes consciously aware of their decision to act.  

Biological Determinism: Thinkers like Robert Sapolsky argue that every choice is bound by prior neurobiology, genetics, and environment. The conscious feeling of willing an action is an downstream narrative constructed by the brain after the neural cascade has begun.  


If free will requires an isolated ego operating outside the causal fabric of the universe, it is an illusion. However, if free will is understood as the total Universe expressing choice through a localized center of awareness, action arises naturally from the Wholeness. When the illusion of being a solitary divided "doer" dissolves, the reality is the movement of the unitary undivided Universe.

A "decision" is a consequence of that what is. There is no "choice".

It's not only that there is a program/conditioning in the brain but the body/brain function in specific conditions and circumstances. For example one hospital is 1km away, and another 5km away. But the hospital that is further away is a modern one and I have a car. So the decision is to go to the modern one further away.

Can we call the movement of all the conditions and circumstances (which include the neuronal program/conditioning in the brain) the Universe?

David Bohm said: "All that can be is what is." There is only ONE unitary transforming movement of the Universe! It just is so, it has nothing to do with what I want, wish, desire or do ("my will :). If you don't understand the profound significance of that, you have not grasped it yet :) It is the opposite of what people usually think (the me, the I, the divided entity is who decides between this or that). It is not so! It is always the whole Universe moving! It is because there IS only the whole unitary Universe :)

But there is this persistent illusion produced by thought, called the me, the I, the ego, the horizontal conflict that says/thinks: "it is me doing this or that. It is I!" :)


 IT WAS NOT ME! :)

It is sure that there is no continuity (the "me"). It's a false movement produced by thought (and even given a name! :)

To be cont..

 "MAGIC"


They say that if you meet a ghost, you should ask the bugger for a loan :)

Does "magic" or "miracles" like a miraculous multiplication work in math? Why not?

5 x 5 = 500 for example, it would be great for our bankrupt economy. :)

We have to tell that to the minister of finance! :)

 THE "REAL" SELF.. NOT.

Some people talk about a "real, true or deep self".. observing or doing something. That is not so.

In the true movement of reality there is no saying: "I am That". In the true movement of reality there is no language, time or self (the horizontal conflict).

So in that instant when it is said: "I am That", it is only thought doing its play of identifying itself with something. So it's not true.

The truth is that when That is (the contact with the Universal energy in the brain), you are not. When you are, That (the contact with the Universal energy) is not.

Saturday, 22 August 2026

 THE HORIZONTAL CONFLICT: THE MECHANISM OF ILLUSORY FRAGMENTATION


In the fragmentary perception of thought reality is broken into "objects", which are identified, named and compartmentalized. This broken reality is a persistent recurring hypnotic fictional continuity produced by thought.

Other terms that can be applied to the fragmentary perception can be: the Horizontal Conflict, the Self, the I, the observer/ perceiver/ thinker/ controller. The reactions of this META process of thought are more thought.

This fragmentary perception is incomplete because the Self/ the I/ the perceiver is not included in the perception. Only the its objects are perceived (that what is observed - the observed).

Unitary Perception is the complete perception, which includes all that is happening: the perceived AND the perceiver (a product of thought).

In fact there are not two, the perceiver and the perceived. There is only one unitary movement and when that is realized, it means that the limited energy of thought has dissolved in the unlimited unitary Universal flowing movement (without a division/ fragmentation, control or a goal).

This complete flowing Unitary Perception is the primary function of the brain. UP is reflecting the reality that is not fragmented, because it's free of the horizontal conflict, the fragmentation of thought (into the self and not self). The fragmentation is the essence of suffering and problems.

The entity put together by memories (memory) called the "me", the self, the I is an illusion and the suffering and the problem. Its continuity is imaginary.

In fact there is only a transformation, one unitary flow of the Universal transforming energy and nothing that is not transforming, an unchanging "observer" is an illusion produced by thought.

The fragmentary false movement of clinging/ attachment and aversion, pleasure, fear and sorrow, means living in the "future", becoming, time, so not really living in the Universe of energy but in the hypnotic projection of thought.

UP is not an escape from the mechanism of thought, because all thought with its products (Horizontal Conflict, purpose, goal, pleasure, fear, sorrow, the self, self-pity, my will, effort, time, expectation, etc.) is enveloped in UP.

UP is the contact of the brain with the unitary energy of the Universe.

The fragmentary perception of thought is the contact with thought and its products.

ON MOTION

 

In David Bohm’s theory of the Holomovement (or Holokinesis), conventional movement from one isolated point in space to another ("from here to there") is not a fundamental reality. It is a secondary, surface manifestation.

At the deepest level of reality, there is only the Holomovement—the unbroken, non-local activity of total enfoldment and unfoldment of the entire universe.

1. The Surface Level: Motion "From Here to There" (Explicate Order)

What we perceive as an object moving through space from point A to point B belongs to the Explicate (unfolded) Order. In classical physics, an entity sits "here," travels through pre-existing space, and arrives "there."

In Bohm’s view, this spatial translation is only a kind of a projection created by a deeper process, much like a frame-by-frame film reel projected on a screen. The image on the screen appears to move across space, but in reality, each frame is being projected anew from a single source.

2. The Fundamental Level: Holokinesis (Implicate Order)

At the primary, Implicate (enfolded) Order, space and time are not external containers. An electron does not slide through space from "here" to "there". Instead:

  • The electron at "here" enfolds back into the total fabric of the Universe (the Implicate Ground/ Order).

  • An instant later, the universe unfolds a new manifestation of that electron at "there".

Because "here" and "there" are both enfolded within the same unitary undivided Wholeness, the movement is not a localized jump across a void, but a continuous re-creation of the Whole.

Bohm’s Ink Drop Analogy

To visualize this, Bohm used the metaphor of a droplet of ink suspended in a cylinder of viscous glycerine:

  1. Enfoldment: When the cylinder is rotated, the ink droplet stretches out until it completely disappears into the glycerine. The drop is not destroyed; it is enfolded into the whole medium.

  2. Unfoldment: When rotated in reverse, the ink droplet draws back together and reappears as a localized dot.

  3. Apparent Motion: If you enfold a series of ink drops at slightly different positions and then unroll the cylinder rapidly, the dots will unfold one after another. To an observer, it looks like a single ink drop is moving from left to right across space.

In Bohmian physics, localized movement from "here to there" is an apparency. The fundamental reality is that there is only the Holomovement - he Universe perpetually folding into itself and unfolding into the Explicate Order of  "form".

ON TIME AND SPACE


In quantum theory time and space are emergent phenomena - secondary properties that arise from a deeper, non-spatiotemporal layer of quantum information (the Implicate Order?).

Just as "temperature" does not exist for a single atom but emerges from the collective motion of billions of atoms, space and time do not exist at the most fundamental quantum level.



Holographic projection of spacetime from quantum data. Source: Asian Scientist Magazine


1. Space as Emergent Entanglement

In modern theoretical physics (building on work by Mark Van Raamsdonk, Juan Maldacena, and Leonard Susskind), physical space is generated by quantum entanglement:

  • The "Glue" of Geometry: If you reduce the quantum entanglement between two regions of space toward zero, the geometric distance between them effectively goes to infinity. Space "tears" apart.

  • ER = EPR Hypothesis: This conjecture posits that entangled particles (EPR pairs) are connected by microscopic wormholes (Einstein-Rosen bridges). Smooth, continuous space is literally woven together by a dense network of quantum entanglement.


2. The Holographic Principle

Modern physics demonstrates that a universe with gravity and spatial depth can be mathematically translated into a lower-dimensional boundary that contains no gravity and one less spatial dimension.

This shows that spatial depth ("distance") can be viewed as an emergent projection—much like a 3D hologram projected from a 2D sheet of encoded quantum information.


3. The "Problem of Time" in Quantum Physics

When physicists attempt to apply quantum mechanics to the entire universe (Quantum Cosmology), time disappears entirely:

  • The Wheeler-DeWitt Equation: 


    This equation describes the quantum wave function of the entire Universe, and it contains no time variable (t). From the outside perspective, the Universe is frozen and timeless.

  • The Page-Wootters Mechanism: Time only "appears" when an observer inside the system correlates one quantum subsystem (a clock) with another subsystem. Time is a relational perspective between entangled parts, not an absolute background flow.


The Connection to Bohmian Reality

To quantum physics, spacetime is real to our macroscopic perception, but it is not fundamental. At the Planck scale, there is no physical distance or temporal tick - there is only a non-local network of quantum states exchanging information.

This directly aligns with David Bohm’s model: what we perceive as space and time belongs to the unfolded Explicate Order, while the primary reality is the atemporal, non-local Implicate Order.

 DAVID BOHMS 'S HOLOKINESIS: the BLOCK UNIVERSE 2.0?


Einstein’s 4D Block Universe

Einstein’s Special and General Relativity leads directly to the Block Universe model (also known as Eternalism), which states that the past, present, and future all exist simultaneously within a four-dimensional spacetime continuum.

In standard relativistic physics, space and time are fused into a single four-dimensional manifold ($x, y, z, t$).

Just as a location in space doesn't vanish simply because you walk away from it, points in time do not cease to exist when they slide into the "past. The Big Bang, the extinction of the dinosaurs, "your" birth, this exact moment, and the far future all exist permanently as fixed geometric coordinates inside a static 4D "loaf" of spacetime.


Bohm’s Holokinesis: Dynamic Enfoldment

David Bohm’s theory of Holokinesis is fully compatible with the Block Universe atemporal view of reality, but it interprets how this simultaneity exists in a more dynamic way.

In Bohm’s framework, the Universe does not sit passively spread out across a temporal grid. Instead, the entire Universe - past, present, and potential future - is enfolded within the unitary undivided whole at every moment and contains everything in an eternal now.

Bohm agrees that temporal succession is an explicate illusion, but he rejects the idea that fundamental reality is merely a frozen, static 4D block. In the Holomovement (Holokinesis), simultaneity functions differently:

  • Enfolded Simultaneity: The past, present, and future exist simultaneously because they are enfolded within the Implicate Order—much like multiple overlapping interference patterns encoded on a single holographic plate.

  • Continuous Projection: What we experience as the "passage of time" is the Holomovement continuously unfolding information out of the timeless implicate matrix into explicit localized form, and then enfolding it back in.

  • The Past as Active Memory: In Bohm's view, the past is not a point sitting behind us on a timeline; it is an active, enfolded trace in the Implicate Order, which is always present. The future exists as an enfolded set of structural potentials waiting to project.


Einstein's Block Universe vs. Bohmian Holokinesis

FeatureEinstein’s Block UniverseBohm’s Holokinesis
Primary StateStatic 4D spacetime manifoldDynamic, unbroken Holomovement
Status of TimeA fixed geometric axis (like height or width)An emergent projection from the Implicate Order
SimultaneityAll moments exist at fixed 4D coordinatesAll moments are enfolded within the unitary Implicate Order

Sunday, 16 August 2026

 NO DIRECTION

There is nothing like "only the perception of one bird singing" or only the perception of one loud car/motorcycle" in Unitary Perception.

In UP, which is the perception of reality, this "problem" ("hypnosis"/ "concentration"/ "occupation"/ "direction") does not exist. This problem is produced by thought (as are all imaginary problems) and in UP thought is enveloped in the universal flowing undivided unitary observation and it dissolves in the complete energy, in the wholeness of the movement of reality.

All "problems" are produced by thought, even though thought is functional and indispensable at work, completing tasks (in the product of thought called "time"), planning (where "time is of the essence").

That means in UP there are no problems (also with UP).

In UP there is no direction. Direction is the same thing as one car, one bird, a goal, a choice, an object. This is absent in UP but thought can persistently try to re-invent this illusion (the Horizontal Conflict of subject - object) and produce its hypnosis, so all the false movement of thought must be enveloped in the Unitary Perception.

UP is not a positive thing, because a positive thing is a direction (towards an object/goal in time). UP is a perception that is not directed towards any object or a goal and there is no perception of time in it.

UP is not a will, will does not help to be in UP. UP is the unitary movement of all the perceptible energy that is happening. Where is my will in all that what's happening?

In UP there is no obstruction. We could say that UP is the flow of reality or that UP is a contact with the flow of reality, it's the constant transformation of the matter and energy of the Universe.

UP = the Universe, the Void.

The Universe is in UP.

The source, the ground, the silence of the Universe is unknown, it cannot be known or reached (positively). it is the extreme of detachment from all (the transitory) things, and it is our essence.

Complete neutrality. No position on any thing. Is it the nothing that gathers all things in itself?




 FREE WILL?

Is the absence of free will a consequence of (or the other term for) the fact that the Universe is one unitary undivided transforming movement (cannot be divided/fragmented)?

Is a "decision" in the Universe that is the one unitary movement an illusion?

Physicist David Bohm said: "All that can be is what is".

Albert Einstein wrote: "People like us, who believe in physics, know that the distinction between past, present and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion."

The statement reflects the implication of the Relativity Theory - often called the Block Universe - where past, present, and future coexist simultaneously in the four-dimensional geometry of the Universe.

So according to our best theory of the Universe, everything already exists. Everything has already happened. Everything is predetermined.

If the experiencer/the me/the I is only a product of thought, how can choice, direction, purpose, "my will be real? The brain inventing the Horizontal Conflict does not reflect reality and it's only a source of imaginary distortion of perception and suffering because it's imaginary, not real.

Only the brain completely reflecting reality (the one unitary movement of the Universe) in Unitary Perception is free of imagination and so free of suffering. 

The absence of free will would not mean that we don't need to make optimal decisions because we don't know WHAT exactly is determined in the Block Universe. So after all, it may still be a bad strategy to lie in bed all day..




Thursday, 13 August 2026

 SECURITY

We think we can find security in things or achievements, some objects. We think there must be security somewhere. We gather things and seek everywhere we can but the movement has miserably failed. We cannot find security even in "God", self-help or spirituality, which is a mere idea, a projection of our fears and sorrows. It's all delusion. The horizontal movement in thought/time/memory and the false continuity that we call our "life"/my will/the "I" is only anxiety and disappointment. 

We have been seeking and seeking and what have we found? The brain always wants to identify with something. Is there any thing that can be relied upon, any security? Shouldn't we seriously question if there is security to be found anywhere at all?

Is it not that the fact that we are seeking already imply that we won't find it? :) Any kind of seeking, any striving for a goal, implies time/the future and is already a blockage.

So it is clear that security cannot be in the future. We must completely relinquish the idea of time and completely surrender, let go of everything what we've gathered with indifference to all our knowing, having and wanting. We must surrender to all that is happening without any effort, direction, choice, goal or expectation.

This is not a positive endeavour, adding new content, but subtracting, negating every thing. No external deeds are necessary, but dropping all the clutter, all the attachments. It's not something to do, it's not my will, it's just letting go of all that we think we hold but is not true, real. That means all we are in the horizontal imaginary movement of thought and time, all our knowledge and all and all that we think we have.

That complete negation must must be Unitary Perception, Yoga, Zen, Dhjana or whatever we want to call it? And it must be completely at the beginning, without time/the future. 

Therefore don't ask what to do but what more can be let go so that all that is transitory is dissolved in Unitary Perception. 

What if when all what's transitory completely dissolves in UP, that's and the essence of all freedom and complete security?




Tuesday, 11 August 2026

 NON-DUALITY

Non-duality is not just thought/knowledge. The word is not the thing. It's not enough to describe it or to just state it in thought. The horizontal conflict must be dissolved in non-dual perception, Unitary Perception of universal energy that is always reaching/is being received in the brain. Thus non-duality is realized.

Just saying that fear/anxiety/stress/sorrow is imaginary (produced by thought) is not enough to end fear/anxiety/stress/sorrow. To end suffering the non-dual Unitary Perception is necessary, which is the realization of non-duality, the unitary movement of reality.

This total perception is not becoming, effort, goal, choice but that what is when becoming effort, choice, control, the false movement of the self produced by thought, ceases.

To realize non-duality one has to be AWAKE (not hypnotized or concentrated/occupied by thought) in the universal reality which is non-dual. 

A: There is only the undivided non-dual unitary Universe, so what's the problem? What is there to be done?

B: That's right, there is only one unitary movement  of the Universe but the brain has developed thought which produces strongly hypnotic illusion of the horizontal conflict (an imaginary division between the subject and object) and the self. The horizontal conflict is a persistent distortion of perception, fear, sorrow, psychological suffering. This false movement is a contraction of perception (hypnosis - "involuntary", concentration/occupation - "voluntary"). This way thought attempts to seize, arrest , fix reality (which is always moving and transforming), and blocks the free non-dual flowing perception of the universal unitary energy in the brain.

A: Where does the universal energy come from?

B: The universal energy is the Universe, which is here and is received here in the brain. The brain is the interface of the transformation between matter and energy that is the Universe.

UP is not a mechanic technique, a goal, knowledge, theory, pattern, definition. A technique would again be the self, the horizontal conflict, something to seek, strive for. All that false movement of thought has to be enveloped in UP and thus it dissolves in the wholeness of the unitary universal energy.

End, negate time.

What is happening here really?

That is very simple. Perceive everything perceptible at once, without effort, expectation, control, words/memory.

In That there is no fear, sorrow or "you"/the experiencer.



 LET THEM EAT "GROWTH"

Bloomberg reports that analysts have raised 2026 outlook for Euro Area:

"Economic growth in the euro zone is set to quicken after showing surprising resilience to the conflict in Iran. The bloc is forecast to expand 0.8% in 2026, up from a 0.5% estimate in July. Gross domestic product increased 0.4%, twice as much as projected."

Grrrreat news everyone ;) Military Keynesianism, the arms race financed with a heavy debt load, works like a charm for the manufacturers of weaponry. 

Efficiency and progress is ours once more. Can I hear the echo from the days of '39?



Monday, 10 August 2026

 THE SELF

The flowing perception of the transformation of all the perceivable unitary (undivided, one, universal, unbroken, unobstructed) energy that reaches the brain right now (we could say "at the same time" but the imaginary concept and the sense of time ends in this total perception) is impossible to happen while there is the illusion of the thinker/the self (produced by thought).

The product of thought that is the self and the horizontal conflict of subject object, is absent in this flowing unobstructed Unitary Perception (UP) without control, direction, effort, choice or a goal.

It is so because the horizontal conflict/the self IS choice, control, effort, direction and a goal - a false imaginary content produced by thought in the brain which blocks Unitary Perception - the contact with the universal energy. The self is the imaginary division of reality, an illusory movement and UP is the movement of the unbroken flowing transforming reality of the universal unitary energy, all That really is.

 FEAR AND SORROW

Fear is a false imaginary movement of the META Process of thought which contracts/narrows perception.

The false division of the horizontal conflict (subject - object) that is produced by thought, is a distortion in observation and the essence of the self and suffering.

In reality there is no ego, self, my will, alter ego, super ego, super I, deeper I, I am, Donald Duck, none of that. It's all a product of thought and this imaginary self is what all fear, sorrow and all psychological suffering is.

All fear and sorrow is memory/thought/imagination/thinking/The META Process (Mnemonic - memory, Eidetic - ideas, Thymic - emotions, Autonomic - reactions of the autonomous nervous system). It is a contraction of perception (concentration/hypnosis).

Unitary Perception (UP)/Dhjana/Yoga/Zen does not mean escaping from fear and its goal is not to escape fear or sorrow. There are no goals in UP. UP means to let go all control, choice, effort and goal seeking and let the scope of perception expand so that fear and sorrow is enveloped in the whole movement of reality, in the unobstructed flow of the universal energy.

To be free from fear/sorrow is to let perception to expand itself with the flow of universal energy, of all that is happening, all the energy that is reaching the brain (light, sound, gravitation). Only in this expanded Unitary Perception, in the unobstructed flow of reality free of control, choice, effort or goals, fear and sorrow dissolves. However it cannot possibly happen if we're always occupied, busy, seeking goals, trying to control what is happening, or fighting in a war.

If a question arises: "Who or what is doing the Unitary Perception?" Then the answer is that it is not anyone or anything doing it. The doer/experiencer/the self (a product of thought) is absent in the flowing perception without control, choice, effort and a goal.

If we were to express this in a positive way, we could say that there is only perceiving, only the void or the perceiving is perceiving. All that is happening is one unitary undivided unfocused universal movement.

Sunday, 9 August 2026

THE GOAL 

If you still believe that there is some ("spiritual", etc) goal for "you" in the "future", you are deluded and you have a problem (to "solve".. in the future, of course).

Where there is pleasure (which is also "the future" and "you") there is always fear, anxiety, anger and sorrow.

To want means to want to suffer.

A: The unknown Unitary Perception means not seeking experiences or sensations.

B: Indeed, silence in silence for silence is not something that is added. When you let go of everything and never conclude letting go, what happens?

Liberation is not a journey somewhere but a total collapse of the horizontal imaginary false transitory existence, moving "forward" into the "future". Liberation is not something positive, something you "do", pursue like a goal. It's negation of everything. 

A: All desire must end and there must be only desire for "UP"/Dhjana/Zazen/Yoga.

B: All desire must end, including the desire for "UP". What happens when you're so devoid of everything that you're not willing anything, not knowing anything, not having anything, and not seeking experiences or sensations?

UP/Dhyana/Zazen/Yoga is here when it's understood there is nothing else to "do".

Saturday, 8 August 2026

THE TRANSITORY PLEASURES

If there is anything wrong with the movies and any kind of pleasures what is it? It's that they end, right? Every thing ends. One meets some friends or has a love affair, or has a candy bar and it all has to end. We can't wait holidays to come and when they end it means disappointment. Everything in time ends with sorrow and there's also the fear of the end lurking in the shadow. The end of a pleasure, the end of comfort.

But does it have to be like that? Maybe it's only like that when we try to seize the movement, control it, choose what we want and evade that fragments we don't want. That means we identify fragments in the movement that is really unbroken. So it's only an illusion. Nothing can be seized. Everything is moving, transforming, changing. That means that if the brain is stuck, wants to grab and hold something from the movement, it does not completely reflect it as it is, all that's happening exactly as it is, but some imaginary product of thought, at least to some extent, right?

Is UP, Dhjana, Channa, Yoga, etc. simply observing the brain doing whatever it is doing, without any control, choice, purpose, effort, expectation, knowledge, a pattern to adhere to? A perception not directed towards any goal, is that possible? 

There is such a perception and it's urgent and necessary. This perception is not started by "you", it's a freedom from "you". It's a freedom from the human condition of fear and sorrow. It's not mechanic, it's there because of understanding of what happens, the brain and the mechanism of the META process of thought.

If we observe all what's happening like that, without any obstruction of the flow of reality, it implies no horizontal conflict of subject - object that is produced by thought, because in this kind of perception thought does not pursue any goal and does not work to complete any task.(in time). So there is no perceiver/observer/self in it, right?

This new kind of perception is not pursuing any sensations, experiences, fleeting and disappointing pleasures because that false movement is the movement of the self, gathering, choosing, trying to ascertain security and comfort, having preferences. This over that. But reality is one unbroken flow that cannot be divided into good and bad, it's all unitary undivided universal one. That is the reality, irrespective if we want it to be like that or not. That is the truth. We can either live the truth or struggle with it and trying to exert our control over it, choose this or that. My will. Isn't that futile?

Tuesday, 4 August 2026

 SEAMLESS UP

What if you can't "sustain" UP/Yoha/Dhjana because you want to sustain "it", so you're trying to sustain it - some imaginary ideal state, according to some definition, some pattern you hold?

Is the false movement the problem, the blockage, the noise?

You want to gain Freedom, another goal, another trophy, another some thing more. And apparently it cannot be gained, perhaps it doesn't need to be gained for it's never lost?

The fact is that Reality, the Universe cannot be lost, there is only the Universe and nothing separate from It. All problems with UP are imaginary (in thought) only. So let it go. Let the chips fall where they may, for you don't control anything, so don't try to control anything. Don't try to choose, for you don't even exist.

 IN THE WORLD OF MONKS

I am not "Arek", come on.. :) Certainly not the Arek from the secondary school :) I am not. I do not exist. There is no "me". "Arek" is a false illusory imaginary product of thought (although sometimes functional in the society).

Some pray "Oh please my Lord, tell me what to do. Manage my life. I'm sure it will work out for the best" :) That is a fictional duality produced by thought. Who do you pray to?

But if we say that in Reality there is no duality, no "me" that can say: "I am the Universe", therefore this identification (and all identification) is a mistake. 

The one unitary movement of the Universe has nothing to do with any identification with it.

Only the Universe Itself could say: "I AM", but it doesn't say. Who says that is not (one with) the Universe (anymore).

REALITY 

If you blindly follow anyone, you will fall in a hole. There are no gurus and no one is infallible. Even Einstein was wrong many times. Being mistaken is not bad, it's bad to just accept and believe anything without doubting and investigating from the ground up, which means learning.

For reality to be reflected in the human brain, all knowledge, all symbol, pattern, every object and every goal has to be let go/transcended.

THE PERSISTENT ILLUSION 


The only "decision" thought/ the "me"/ the self can make regarding UP/Yoga/Dhjana/Zazen which it does not know, cannot "know", and will never "know" (thought can "know" only a description, a definition, words and symbols), is not to even be silent (which thought cannot decide upon obviously) but to not re-act, let go, suspend doing anything at all, and suspend language. THAT means an all-inclusive observation and silence. But it's not that the self that starts it (its supposed "last decision to start UP"). 

If UP should not be just more of the thought-hypnosis, the observation naturally MUST be all-inclusive and unbroken, flowing. There cannot be any sense of a division in it (the horizontal conflict of subject-object), no sense of control, expectation or effort, which is all again the "self", produced by thought.

So yes, the observation IS indeed "all" inclusive (as one unitary movement) but it's NOT more effort, expectation and it's not another (positive) goal that is set by thought to pursue.

UP is not a "leap" (a positive action), it's a negation of the whole mechanism of thought.

The "me" cannot "leap" anywhere, including to UP because there is no "me", it's an illusory product of thought. 

Nothing per se is "started" or "leaped to". The Universe is always already here, no need to make any jumps! Where would be the jumping to? That what is is all there is. David Bohm said, quite correctly that "all that can be is what is". Nothing is separated from It.

This need to pursue a goal (what is - the Reality vs "what should be" - an ideal) is a persistent illusion/hypnosis/conflict produced by thought - the Horizontal Conflict, time and the "self".

So what really happens is that in the Simplicity, the One unitary Reality, thought produces the persistent ILLUSION of separation and the need to "do something" to "return to reality", which means a pursuit of just another goal, the horizontal conflict, hypnosis and the "self" with its fragmentary perception.

Monday, 3 August 2026

 NOT KNOWING

Can UP/Dhjana/Channa/Samandhi/Yoga, etc. be positively initiated as a positive movement (with effort) or every positive movement is a pursuit of a goal (in time, with the horizontal conflict), so concentration, a perception directed towards some object, so re-action (based on knowledge/thought) and concentration?

Can then UP be a different kind of action, a negative discipline, the negation of that what is false. Not pursuing any goal with expectation, not controlling anything, not concentrating, not knowing, not re-acting according to any pattern or definition?

When that what is false is negated (by intelligent observation and thorough understanding), the real movement is that's what is left here. 

Sunday, 2 August 2026

 THE FALSE MOVEMENT

The false movement of thought of self-aggrandizement (seeking power, prestige, profit) must be thoroughly understood. The other side of it is of course fear and sorrow. Suffering is the expression of the self.

This false imaginary illusory movement is in "time" (horizontal), gathering things that are supposed to bring "me" safety, pleasure and comfort. But what's more important, it brings anxiety, fear and sorrow.

Pleasure (desire, preferences) = fear and sorrow, they're like two sides of the same coin.

No control and wanting nothing is that what is, the true movement of Reality and the only liberation from the persistent illusion produced by thought, called the horizontal conflict (subject - object) and the self.

Not wanting anything includes "God", "zen", "yoga", "Unitary Perception", etc. and it means a close observation of the whole false movement of thought, that persistent illusion coming and going, trying to produce unnecessary tasks and goals, attempting hypnosis. It means letting things flow without controlling anything, letting go everything that is so called "my will".

The pure negative observation of UP neutralizes the false movement, the memories trying to create the false continuity, desires, etc.),

The brain is a product of the unitary movement of Reality, it is one with the movement.

The movement is at the same time in the brain and the movement creates the brain. UP = The Universe.

 DOING NOTHING

UP is being done but it's not done by "me". Can it then be started, initiated or ended? Perhaps something can be started (striving towards a goal, completing a task) or ended only by the me, the self, which means the Horizontal Conflict (the me vs not me, subject and object).

In UP I do nothing. There is no Horizontal Conflict and no "me"/the experiencer/controller in UP.

UP is done by the universal energy, the energy of the universe penetrating the brain. The Universe is in UP. UP = the Universe.

If UP ends, it means hypnosis by the movement of thought and the illusion of the Horizontal Conflict. But the universal energy is always in the brain, reaching the posterior brain, if we make noise with our goals, desires and fears and are separated from It or put out house in order and are one with its Silence.  

 FREEDOM

Freedom (from the human condition) is the cessation of the false imaginary illusive duality produced by thought (the Horizontal Conflict of subject - object), that is the Unitary/Universal/Unfocused/Undivided Perception, perception not directed towards any goal or object.

The false duality of the Horizontal Conflict is the source of all fear and sorrow and a myriad  of human problems.

UP is not something to pursue as a goal, a technique. It is the Reality in which one wakes up from the hypnosis of thought (the Second Awakening).

There is no leap to Life, there is no need to "jump" to Life. No jump is necessary. Life is all that IS, only always.

UP is perceiving the movement of thought, the false hypnotic continuity produced by memory (the "me", the "self"), thereby preventing hypnosis and negating the false movement of the Horizontal Conflict. The hypnosis of the self, with its knowledge and goals, does not happen or happens less and less. The functional (but imaginary) life of  measuring, predicting, inventing goals and completing tasks in the horizontal time must be balanced with the vertical life in the peace of UP.

The energetic Void (the unitary free unobstructed flow/transformation without a controller/self) in the brain is the reflection of the Void of the Universe. In fact it is the same seamless unbroken Void.

We can indeed call this Perception Universal because there is no division in it. In Reality there is only one movement of the Universe, free of any self, controller, subject, or "doer". 

Thursday, 30 July 2026

SEEKING AND SEPARATION


A wise man said: The Unknown means, among other things, to stop seeking experiences and sensations.

What do we seek? What do we want? Those are some of the common questions that are asked in the fragmentary movement of thought. But those questions have no meaning in the Universal Perception.

The Universal Perception is not directed towards any goal, therefore containing everything as a unit, one undivided unitary movement of transformation.

The Universe does not seek anything, it IS and it is everything. All that can be is what IS. What can oneness seek? There is nothing that is separated from it and no notion of anything being separated.

It doesn't ask for anything. It doesn't know problems.

Thought that is evaluating, measuring, comparing, controlling, pursuing a goal (in the horizontal conflict of the imaginary split between subject-object), which means the self, is disturbance and perturbation, fear, longing, sorrow, anxiety, anger, desire.

Longing emerges when there are two, the one who longs for something and that what is longed for, when there is an imaginary false separation produced by thought, into the "me" and "not me".

In UP there is no knowledge and no perception (of any separation).

 

 THE LANGUAGE

The expression "to be in contact with", like most of our language contains the unfortunate Sanskrit subject-verb-object structure. If we process the meaning of language, it contains the horizontal conflict, we "download" it with the meaning.

The expression implies two entities: the one that is contacting and the one that is contacted, the receiver and the transmitter. But Reality really is not like that. In Reality nothing is contacted and nothing that is contacting anything.

In Reality there is no receiver and transmitter, nothing is received and nothing is transmitted, there is only one unbroken unitary transformation of matter-energy, that can be called the Universe.

 FEAR

If "you" are one with the Flow, there is no problem. How can there be fear when there is only one unitary movement of reality?

But when "you" (which is thought doing that imaginary split) separate "yourself" from the movement so there is the illusion of "you" and the Universe as separate (the Horizontal Conflict - subject vs object), which is only and imaginary perception, then problems emerge (again, as thought).

"You", the subject, the "me" is produced by thought to act on the Flow of reality, so you are (in the imagination of thought) separate from the Flow..

So that is the mechanism. By inventing an imaginary "experiencer", thought produces imaginary fear as well. But then fear, being thought, a bio-chemical movement in the brain, is able to reach the level of the body/matter as well (the Autonomic aspect of the META Process of thought). So fear/stress/anxiety is dangerous, it can cause a heart attack. It's important to understand it all and realize how important freedom from the process is. 

Freedom from thought is absolutely necessary and only UP is the correct perception, without the illusory division/separation into the subject - object, produced by thought. Only in the new pure perception of reality fear dissolves. In fact there is only the unitary undivided flow, movement of reality, the Universe.

If you are the Flow of that what is itself there cannot be fear (which is imagination, knowledge, control and the "controller", desires, pleasures, goals, etc, the whole content of consciousness), for there is only one movement.

If understood correctly UP is not a positive movement (for all positive movements have goals, purpose in the horizontal conflict), i.e. "I do it". In UP there is no self/experiencer/I. The I is only a false product of thought (sometimes functional). That means UP happens when the false illusory movement of goals, time, control, is understood and ends.

In reality there is only one unitary movement. What sees is all there is. If we ignore certain nuances, we could say that that one movement IS UP.

UP = the Universe. The Universal energy does UP in the brain. Only when we are awake (the Second Awakening, so the brain is not cluttered with thought with its control, goals and the self, we are It, the one movement of Reality where fear cannot enter.

 HYPNOSIS

The content of consciousness that is thought acting on purpose is the Self, the I, the horizontal conflict (subject - object).

Can we say that one of the characteristics/LAWS of this movement of thought is the split into the subject and object (the horizontal conflict) and hypnosis? 

Therefore it would seem it is not possible to do something on purpose without the horizontal conflict and hypnosis, for the very purpose/goal that emerges is the self, the HC and a kind of hypnosis/trance (a contraction of perception/concentration). This is how thought operates to complete tasks in "time", isn't it?

Wednesday, 29 July 2026

 NO PROBLEMS

In Universal/Unitary/Unfocused Perception (UP)/Dhjana/Zazen thoughts can emerge, come and go but "you" don't think them, because there is no "you" thinking. 

In UP there are no problems (also with "UP"), because all definitions, all control (which is the "controller"), all knowledge and goals are let go/are transcended.

Tuesday, 28 July 2026

THE HYPNOSIS IN THE META PROCESS OF THOUGHT

Just keep on doing the same.

If people kissed and made up and the constant wars were about to end, the leaders would say we have to continue the arms race anyway.. to prevent "future" wars. Their fake "GDP" and so called econ "growth" would crumble.

Monday, 27 July 2026

 BEING AND DOING

What do we have to do to start being?

Completely nothing.

Being nothing means Unfocused Perception not directed towards any object or goal.

Not knowing anything and not wanting anything.

The superproducts of knowledge called knowledge, the ego, the plan and striving towards it (in "time") are disturbance, anger, fear and sorrow.

There is no doer/perceiver/controller/self in this perception, so there is no doing anything ("I will change a tyre in my car" - an activity requires a plan, a goal and an actor/doer/controller/self).

If there are thoughts emerging in UP, they are just coming and going, without any obstruction of the flow.





 HYPNOSIS BY THE META PROCESS OF THOUGHT

Rearmament never works. Haven't they read about 1939? 

AI obviously isn't working as promised, yet they're doubling down.

Are ANY of them fit for ANY office in this hypnosis?

Thursday, 23 July 2026

 THE 1st RULE OF FREEDOM :)

The less you want, the happier you are. If you let go of everything and you don't want anything at all and you don't know anything at all, you're completely happy :)

This isn't some BS, it is so, I swear :) How could it not be?

But wait! If you ask: "how do I do it? How do I not want anything?", it means you've already been played by the old trick of thought. You've already turned this into the old game of wanting something, of scoring goals, right?

So watch out how the mechanism of thought operates. It's a very interesting but imaginary false movement, the process of thought.

So the not wanting and not knowing is not another positive endeavour, not another project for the "me", my self, and I, another goal to pursue, in time. "Tomorrow I'll have that. I'll meditate a lot and polish the stone until I'll make a mirror out of it :)

* Btw, unfortunately it doesn't mean we can ditch our jobs and not pay the rent this month. :)



Sunday, 19 July 2026

 NOT KNOWING IS MOST INTELLIGENT.


We can say this or that but Freedom from the human condition (fear, sorrow), is the Unknown, NOT knowing, which is the absence of the product of thought and the basic distortion in observation called Horizontal Conflict(subject - object) or "the self"/me/myself/I, which means the whole mechanism of the ego is "offline". Knowledge is perturbation so the whole mechanism of the ego must be offline for there to be no perturbation.


All that only happens in the Universal Perception, which is the perception not directed towards any object, not directed towards any goal. It is the perception of the flow of the unitary undivided movement of the transformation of energy-matter, the Reality, the Universe.


The Universe is looking through your eyes.



Saturday, 18 July 2026

 BE PASSERSBY

Don't get caught up in anything, any thing, any goal, that is the Universal Perception. That is the perception of everything as it is, without any attempt to control the flow of the movement and no choice.

That is the unknown objectless/goalless perception which means, among other things, to stop seeking experiences and sensations.

Don't try to change anything (that would be violence, wouldn't it?). If the perception goes somewhere, let it go, so be it. If it doesn't go anywhere, it's equally fine. Perceiving everything means allowing everything to arise, pass by and dissolve. No control, no direction and no choice.

Anger, fear, desire, million dollars, elation are the same to that perception, this or that that arises/emerges, and disappears/dissolves.

One transforming movement of energy-matter without any division.

* When it's not possible because there's hypnosis/horizontal conflict, it's what often is called occupation/work/job (working for a goal) and it has a function but has to be balanced with the peace of Universal Perception.

If you meed the Buddha on the road, kill him! :)



Wednesday, 15 July 2026

WHERE IS THE FUTURE?

The highest intelligence means letting go of the illusion of the self in Unitary Unfocused Universal Perception, because the self is also the biggest burden, fear and sorrow.

Aside of that, as far as I can see there is no "spiritual growth" really, nothing! It's a hoax.

"Growth" is a better toilet and a more comfortable cars that we have now.

One of the most instructive ways to grasp reality may be when we're considering the nature of time. Time vs Space. Horizontal life vs Vertical Life. Clearly they are not complementary. When one is, the other is not.

In the true movement, the real life, there is no future. The false imaginary illusive movement of becoming/the self/thought is the future. And the future is imaginary fear and sorrow.

Where is the future? :)






Monday, 13 July 2026

 REALITY

Reality is a free-flowing undivided unlimited unitary movement of transformation of energy-matter, the void. There is no subject, I, me, the experiencer, duality, in It.

The duality , the "horizontal conflict" of subject-object is an imaginary, false, illusory distortion of perception produced by imagination, the process of thought. 

Any purpose, motive, effort, concentration (and so distraction), direction, choice, goal, any attempt to control the free-flowing movement in any way is already that "horizontal conflict", the illusion of the horizontal life with its innumerable imaginary problems.

When the movement of emerging thoughts and memories is closely observed (without holding them and engaging in them and not as a technique of control on purpose but simply with interest in the mechanism of thought) and thereby let move freely, the horizontal conflict with its emotional response is not produced.



 THE FREEDOM AND THE PURSUIT OF PLEASURE


The futility of the horizontal life in time must be thoroughly understood. The horizontal life with it's goals, pursuits of experience and pleasure, becoming, effort, direction. choice, control, the horizontal conflict (subject and object, "what is" and "what should be"), the self, must be completely abandoned, let go, suspended.

The space that is the freedom from the false movement and waste of energy is the vertical life, UP, yoga, dhjana, zen or whatever way you want to call it. In other words, the vertical life, UP starts itself, it's not that "I start it", that it's my decision. Where there is the self, the experiencer, freedom, the real unitary universal unlimited movement is not.

The self, the false movement, trying to flip the script and reach the real movement and call it "UP", yoga, or Zen is like polishing a piece of stone to make a mirror out out it, it's a subtle but monumental mistake, it can never happen.

The self trying "UP", "nirvana", "enlightenment", means pursuing an idol, an ultimate prize, which is still in the domain of pleasure and experience, so still the self/the horizontal conflict, so not the real movement.




Thursday, 9 July 2026

 THE ABUSE OF INTELLIGENCE


I truly do not understand why Chinese government do not just say we stop exporting all weapon components from today. This would mechanically cause the end of all warring all over the globe pretty fast. Isn't it in their interest? They must simply not think clearly and straight, no? They should be interested in peace so that their export-oriented economy can prosper, no?

MOST OR ALL HUMAN "ACTION" IS REALLY THE RE-ACTION, WHICH MEANS THE SELF/ THE HORIZONTAL CONFLICT.


You see.. MOST of human action (or ALL action that humans know!) has the SELF in it, no!? Effort, goal, motive, purpose, time, choice, direction, horizontal conflict.. These are all attributes of the self, no?

The self cannot do anything to be in UP.

Obviously, I, my self, cannot do anything to be in UP. I am the problem!

The blockage, misunderstanding.

The self can only dissolve when there is the understanding of its mechanism, the mechanism of the META process of thought.

UP is not something that the I/my self, the limited, imaginary, false movement does, quite obviously.

The Universal energy, unlimited, unitary, undivided movement, is that what IS all ready, it's the actual.

When the illusion of the self dissolves with understanding of the whole mechanism, there is the realization that the Universal movement, the universal energy is already there, working in the brain, right? It is all ready in the brain!

What is the OCD? Obsessive compulsive disorder? The SELF, no?

The self, the imaginary life, is alti-life, anti true life. So HOW CAN IT FUNCTION at the same time with UP? Can it?

All that also means that UP is not "conscious" as in 'I am conscious of "that"' 😊 subject - object = the self).

When there is consciousness/ duality/ division/ horizontal conflict, the self, me, there is no UP.

There is only One unitary universal movement. It can be called the Universe. And only THAT really ACTS. The other is re-action.

There can't be action and re-action functioning at the same time..

That is misunderstanding or wishful thinking. 

I cannot go and do the assignments at work in time on time, with measurement, effort, choice, motive, goal, direction, against the others trying to have some fun, etc. and in that conflict (horizontal conflict be in UP? Come on!

Than what? The illusion of the self, the horizontal conflict, the blockage, that is produced by thought must end/ dissolve for UP to be, right?

The illusion must be understood and it's the end of time, effort, choice, motive, goal, direction, etc.

The self ends, dissolves. 

And THAT means UP. UP then happens, all of itself. Not consciously, on purpose, with a goal, direction, control, choice and effort.

Not the other way round, that I will "try to meditate now for 0.5h" or "try UP"! :)

Where there is the self, there is no UP.

For the self there is nothing to "do" to be in UP. The self cannot be in UP.

Than if I work in conflict at work and "try UP" at the same time, what does it mean? 

A conflict! It's not really UP, it's an idol only, an idea. it's still conflict!

ALL CONFLICT MUST END, it must be dropped.

"Trying UP" when there is (in "my life" at the moment)  the (horizontal) conflict, effort, direction, choice, control is still the conflict! No?

Only the purpose is interchanged. The purpose can be complete the assignment from my boss at work or it can be "to be in UP" :)

But it's still the old self re-acting.

There is no consciousness of UP. Consciousness is of something (so duality, the horizontal conflict, the self).

Consciousness is one of the attributes of the self.

To consciously set out to "try UP" is still the self (subject and object). So it's not like that. The self must  end for UP to start.

They don't function at the same time.

EVERYTHING (that can be thought of) must end, must be dropped, must be let go. That is the end of the self, which means space and silence in which UP, the Universal energy can work, and it does, gladly, as old friend Meister Eckhart would perhaps put :)

That everything that must be dropped includes the ideal, the idol of the "UP", but you know this. Ruben said so, when he said "Allow yourself to not know".

Therefore work in which there is the horizontal conflict, a lot of jobs done practically in this society must be BALANCED with rest in peace in UP. 

Those two functions don't operate at the same time, if one is serious, if one seriously investigates.

What goes by the name of action in this society has the self in it..

Or maybe in ANY society, there must be some self to function, some functional self.

But if there was more UP in the society, there would be not so much of work connected with the self.

All days, trading for profit, power and prestige.. All days hunting something, busy, business, killing, chaos..

The universal energy/the Universe is that what IS, the actual. 

C is NOT what IS.

C is always BECOMING only. In time. From that what is to what should be, towards the goal, the illusion.