PLEASURE

A complete self denial, could that be wonderful? :)

If you want to indulge your self, think you need some regular or some special treat, deny it, negate all desires that rear their heads and see what happens.

Do not allow yourself to have any pleasure and observe what happens. Is it possible? Why do I need pleasure at all? Maybe constantly needing and planning pleasures means an unnecessary dispersion of energy to no avail at all?

How about being still and silent instead? No direction to go, no running back and forth in chaos. Just being watchful without any effort, without any purpose or goal.