SECURITY

We think we can find security in things or achievements, some objects. We think there must be security somewhere. We gather things and seek everywhere we can but the movement has miserably failed. We cannot find security even in "God", self-help or spirituality, which is a mere idea, a projection of our fears and sorrows. It's all delusion. The horizontal movement in thought/time/memory and the false continuity that we call our "life"/my will/the "I" is only anxiety and disappointment. 

We have been seeking and seeking and what have we found? The brain always wants to identify with something. Is there any thing that can be relied upon, any security? Shouldn't we seriously question if there is security to be found anywhere at all?

Is it not that the fact that we are seeking already imply that we won't find it? :) Any kind of seeking, any striving for a goal, implies time/the future and is already a blockage.

So it is clear that security cannot be in the future. We must completely relinquish the idea of time and completely surrender, let go of everything what we've gathered with indifference to all our knowing, having and wanting. We must surrender to all that is happening without any effort, direction, choice, goal or expectation.

This is not a positive endeavour, adding new content, but subtracting, negating every thing. No external deeds are necessary, but dropping all the clutter, all the attachments. It's not something to do, it's not my will, it's just letting go of all that we think we hold but is not true, real. That means all we are in the horizontal imaginary movement of thought and time, all our knowledge and all and all that we think we have.

That complete negation must must be Unitary Perception, Yoga, Zen, Dhjana or whatever we want to call it? And it must be completely at the beginning, without time/the future. 

Therefore don't ask what to do but what more can be let go so that all that can be dissolved dissolves. 

What if all freedom is at the beginning and its essence is the only complete security?